There’s more

Yesterday’s post was written while I was on my break at work. I mentioned having much to write about, but ended up only writing about my knee.

Now, it’s Saturday, it’s my day off, and I can write more. The thing is, I can’t even remember what it was I wanted to spill yesterday and right now, my mind is jello. Actually, it’s filled with all the dreams I had last night. It’s muddy.

Stupid dreams. Why don’t they let the past remain in the past? There are faces I would rather not see again and conversations I would rather not repeat, yet there goes my brain, letting them creep into my active conscious by way of my dreams. Dreams that I always remember so vividly. So I am awake right now, in this quiet, dark apartment (yay, clouds!), thinking about the past and analyzing it once more, as if there is anything left for me to evaluate or interpret.

Stupid. Stupid. Stupid.

Whatever. I actually have plenty to smile about today. It’s the weekend, the weather is being so friendly, my workouts are becoming more active, I got a huge bonus on my paycheck, and I just feel good about life.

Be good and feel good!